I'm Frustrated

I can't believe there is such a girl who really is living my dream. Okay, here how it is started. It was started with me joining my sister at a Mini Convention which was held by Toast Master, an English speaking club she joined. And it wasn't only a convention and seminar, but there are also table topic contest and international speech contest. 

Although honestly I didn't really excited about joining the event this afternoon, I kinda enjoyed it at last. But ... one thing is making me soooo frustrated even now. Here's the thing. I always dream of having given a scholarship abroad and one girl, joining the speech contest, gave a speech about luck factor. During around 5 until 7 minutes which were given, she told the audience about luck and she's a living proof of being lucky. She told us about her own life. She first started with a story that when she graduated high school, two famous universities had already accepted her - she then told us that she preferred a public university because it doesn't cost a lot as private university. Then ... bang!! She told us that she was given a scholarship to Belgium for a semester and for that, she was able to travel a round the Europe. 

Oh gosh ... that was great, how amazing is that?! Can I be like her someday? Once I got home, I even google her. I know it sounds weird, but I really want to know a bit more about this amazing a girl. Then, I ended up reading her blog posts and some of her experiences in Belgium. She is a good writer also you know. 

I told myself, I will be that lucky girl someday. I'll keep praying and as she said on her speech, luck can be created through a good preparation. I now even wrote about my own self on my blog. I'll tell more about myself and hopefully, someday, I can post pictures of me in abroad. Amin.